Day 4. Routines. Shower to wake up. Calethia is excited by the Carriage house light. Bug spray and sun block. Quick walk through the ledges and green trail, other way. Not the right sun. Shower. Another grilled cheese. Reading by the dock. Slight nap. Asking Bart about Hito. Aunty. In the shade. Finishing Debt. Rewalking the trail. More bug spray. Trying to walk still and straight. Sweating. Another shower. A discussion with Nathan. On the river with Judy, Heidi, and Calethia. First boat sinking. Big spider. Trying another boat. Different oars. Switching off. Feet in the water. Phone pic by Calethia. Trying to start a new book. Marina. Nathan's split pie soup. Cy Twombly. Agnes Martin. Vibrators. Body parts. Young kids. Natalie's last day plans. Turning on the fan. Trying to fall asleep.